Rob Williams co-edited the Lambda Literary Award-Nominated anthology, From Boys to Men: Gay Men Write About Growing Up (Carroll & Graf). He received his MFA in Fiction from Columbia University. His prose and poetry have appeared in Versal, Maisonneuve, San Diego Citybeat, The Racket, and others. He lives in San Francisco and is a professor of English and Literature at Skyline College.
Poem on Belonging
When giving the signal to his birds, they arose in the air with him for their journey to the moon —Francis Godwin, The Strange Voyage and Adventures of Domingo Gonsales to the World in the Moon (1638) Hours after class, in my office, I meet with a student I haven’t seen in over three weeks, wondering where she’s been. She tells me she hasn’t come to class because she’s afraid for her parents. They came from El Salvador. Saved their money to get across the border, paid the coyotes, couldn’t bring everyone only the clothes on their backs and one small bag that carried a photo of the family, all of them together, the last time. This was before she was born, before she was the fleck of gold in their eyes. She shows me the photo on her phone. Faces smiling through a Polaroid-orange haze. Her eyes wet with tears, that’s my tia and my grandmother and grandfather, people she has never met. My parents aren’t safe here now, she tells me, I’m afraid they will get caught. Black-wet mascara makes a trail down her face, I wish I could carry them to someplace safe, the moon maybe, she says and laughs, wipes her cheeks on her jacket sleeves, zips her backpack—leaves—but not before promising to turn in the missing work. I believe she will, and then I’m left alone in my office where I think about an essay, a tall-tale really, read in a long-ago linguistics class about a man who, aided by two dozen harnessed geese in their migratory pattern, flew to the moon, and I imagine my student, her parents, and a skein of geese, silent as they are lifted up through the silvery clouds.
Copyright © 2019 by Rob Williams. This poem originally appeared in From Everywhere a Little: A Migration Anthology, ed. Dawn Hogue and Lisa Vihos, 2019, Water’s Edge Press. Used with permission of the author.